Good day

08/25

Today was a fantastic, charismatic day. It was hectic and with some ups and downs. Once in awhile you need to realize your inner feeling, in order to grow. Like snakes when they change skin. This post won’t be that formal, as my others. I hung out with a friend, which was great. The upcoming week, is pretty hectic and I will be having my first exam, in Maths. However, provided that I study. Inshallah, I will crush it. I think it will be important to write A on the test. Since, Covid-19, the test will appear sort of as repetition, despite that I will be giving it my all, and hopefully it will turn out great, I have time after time proved my intelligens, with almost all As in past math course. And will be doing that again.

The past week has been a bit slow with reading, my study plan hasn’t worked out at all, I still see myself studying past my approximated study time. TOMORROW It will change, I will be printing out a 30 day goal, and in those days I will be reading at least 80 pages a day, and 150 on weekends. Discipline equals freedom. I don’t need some stupid motivation, that’s bullshit. As David Goggins once said, you are only motivated when the sun is shining, on those good days. Although, when the rain comes, and you have a rough day, you should rely on your discipline that you built. For the one reader, you know that I have a fixed study schedule, and I will be increasing that, regardless, there will be more harsh punishment for not completing or neglecting the settlement.

NO STUDYING AFTER 21:00. NOT A SINGLE MINUTE. A ADEQUATE TIME WOULD BE 20:30. STUDYING ISN’T THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD.

READING, EVERYDAY ATLEATS 80 PAGES, I DON’T CARE IF, IM TIRED OR UNHAPPY. THOSE PAGES WILL BE READ. IN ADDITION I WILL BE DOING SOME DAILY PRAYING, WHICH I FEEL I HAVE BEEN NEGLECTING AND IT’S MY MORAL DUTY.

IF THOSE DEMANDS IS EASY TASK ARE TO HARD FOR THIS LAZY MAN, I WILL BE PUNISHING MYSELF. WITH RESTRICTING MY PHONE TIME TO CERTAIN APPS, ALL THE NECESSARY APPS. “SVENSKA DAGBLADET, SWEDBANK, …. AND SNAPCHAT, WHATSAPP.. MESSENGER” THE NEXT TIME MY LAZY ASS WON’T DO THE DAILY HABIT, THE PHONE RESTRICTION WILL BE INCREASED TO TWO DAYS.

JK, it isn’t that serious. I will do my best, I will try to reduce my laziness, and stop the procrastination, and not study til to late. Since, my goal is to become independent from my phone, I see it as a challenge with neither a winner or a loser. Either less phone time, or more discipline.

Favorite quote for a while

“Facts don’t care about you feelings”- Ben shapiro. Don’t agree with his political opinions, despite that he’s hilarious.

Over n’ out